3k and Me. Boring into my Mind over and over.(Fifteen)

3K and ME. Boring into my Mind over and over.

She had me at the word go. She had me. Yes, I am in Love. With capital "L" and it stands for lost and found. I lost my head and found my heart. I was crying and making new cry-spells up. My moods crashed and rebounded like ocean waves. After wiping away the tears.

"Let the tears burn into your lovey cheeks, baby" Brooke stated with a satisfying
 "Awwwhh. Don't wipe them." MAA let the tears dry on his cheeks as he walked around the hospital.

Now the mind numbing occurrence that made the scariest time of my stay. "My name my real name is John Once Kincade. I was not born around these parts." John spoke in a cowboy accent.
" I was born in the stars." John One I call it. JOK is my initials and yes it's a joke. A real bad one and it's always getting me in trouble I am afraid.

 He thought of eating Colter's BBQ in Arlington and smacking his lips the lovely death food that it is. "Dead or dying." Brooke stated. "Dead or Dying I repeated her.

Like we were in weird cult only for two. A cult for two. Hilarious. Brooke stated flatly now, "Eat your meat, or I'll eat it with out you." Being alone with out Brooke in a mental ward was the last place I wanted to be.

The real world has  no holodecks and only fake conversations in the hall mostly about killing or dying.

 In mental ward, or when the three times I was sentenced to it.

 "Thanks, High Counsel." When I was first sent there I was amazed by it all. I was just a twitter of how it all worked. The magnetic chairs that could not  be lifted only slide back and forth. The weird moments you have with perfect strangers. The other patients in the ward. We all know deep down why we all are in here. And it is sorta comforting. In a weird mental ward way.

"The coffee was straight from the fire." It was community coffee and it tasted great. After a long hard night of not sleeping. My sleep was here and there and never on time. It was a disaster to be on a regular schedule.

 " A regular schedule, heaven forbid. Or John Once forbid." Brooke stated in a comic way and was getting the hand of my style of wit. "Wit withouts wits." Brooke restated. After I said it.

She was the greatest of companions and the style of her grace was never going to be resumed. There will be just one Brooke and no others. Unlike my real wife and her six other friends. Namely "cartoon chick" and her demonic voice. My wife could changed to shape on the fly if she wanted too. And did when great stress was upon her.

 "Wit without wits. Sounds like oatmeal and stir it up over and over 24 seven. "Just like, the store right baby. Seven Eleven, oh thank heaven."

 Yes Brooke was getting the coded messaged now finally. The verse and terms I was using over and over to center myself and give my self some meaning. "You are John. Aren't you? Just like the bible?" John One or Once through verse sixteen only. "Not seventeen! Right baby. Not seventeen.

Because 17 is when it happened for you. "Yes, Mytris Dysin answered for what happened at 17 was a great heart break and wonderful moment of sexual fancy. "So what happened when you were 17, you feel in love with me. In a other Star Trek life. "Yes, its the multi dimensions, you see. They play tricks on your mind if you tap into one."

What is real becomes a glorious memory and what is a lie becomes your reality. That's why evil wins and wins handling without even trying." I explained how the multi dimensions worked and stretched my arms wide to reveal the curtain that was kept from you and all the others. "Multi dimensions can happen simultaneously and spontaneous in a simple way with out much effort. As I revealed the multi verse to Brooke she would always just sit there, smiling. "

See, it goes into infinity and beyond. But of course there is a limit." MAA would talk about the multiverse more than anyone of my 7 characters I play in the holodeck of my life. Remember I am regarded as "crazy" and on meds for knowing things I should not know. "The curse of knowledge." Yeah marvel stole that  one too and I am Thanos but not that purple dude with a big head and my bride is Hela, or the stand in is Brooke. It was all real too me I am talking to Brooke as sure as she is standing there.

"So like to show the multiverse as a set of blue transparent boxes going off into the horizon. There is a limit the known universe, which I and I alone can limit or extend, depending on my security concerns." John explains to Brooke as she sits. She always sits after asking a real question. Listening intently and her eyes scanning me and all my movements.

 MAA went on and talked the "blue" multiverse created to keep dastardly people like you and myself and other non diserables in the "real" universe from getting out." The holodeck mimicked the multiverse precisely and the two become one essentially. This explanation can go on for hours if need be. I always have some thing to occupy my time.

"So you see you are quiet safe here. As long as the others don't know about the "electronic scam" we are home free." MAA was taken over by Thanos at this point. "Hela, meaning Brooke, you are not supposed to know this and are in danger of breaking the treaty." Now I was using my brain to represent three different personalities. MAA, Brooke and Thanos. They all become to rest in my room with me in the hospital, which if your remember is a holodeck in the future for my use to figure out what has happened to me and the earth. All of his brain power gets tiring I must say and I am going to need refreshment.

"Lunch time, John."
"What is it? replied MAA
"BBQ brisket,  I think." said the Nurse.
"Oh fuck." said Brooke
"Oh god yes." said Thanos.
Yeah, can be more than one person from second to second answering and receiving messages in different coded personalities. Yes, its all real and scary and very fun most of all, when not in mania very very tiring. Too tiring. When not in mania, too exhausting. But still sorta fun from a "What the f..." perspective.

"Yippe kay ay, yippe ki wa, ghost writers in the sky." Brooke broke out into song and her beautiful voice reverberated down the hall. Yes, she can sing too. And yes it's wonderful. In my mind she was close to six feet tall. Because I did not look down to see her. She was an true equal six feet 2 and long blonde hair rolled up since it was dinner time. In Texas dinner is lunch and supper is what most call dinner. Brooke continued to sing off camera, because remember above all things in the multi verse this is a TV show called Death Trap 3000 and most call it the John One and Brooke show.

Her true country personality was showing. It grows and falters depending on what the environment dictates to her.  "Country girl, BBQ but no carbs, baby. No carbs. I am not playing, no carbs." Brooke was in the other room switched to mind mode and talking to telepathically instead of....well you get it. She is not always with me in the room.

 "And now she is not with me really, correct doc?"
"Yes John not here ever, we don't see her." The doctor scribbled something down in her pad after the exchange. Getting brought back to reality is always a gamble. Even for the hospital staff. Because the staff are mostly ex patients. They understand this world better than most. They all are having their own issues as they play out their daily activities. They are for the better use of words, patients forever since they work there and allowed to go home for a time. Only to return. Just like us.

We all return to the holy holodeck of our bipolar lives. Hopefully the next time won't end badly. Since getting here is no easy way. It's usually a police escort. That's when the TV show spiked in ratings and the audience was confused.

"Thanos is double locked up? Finally." The audience feelings are similar. They didn't believe it was possible. And now he eats BBQ and loves it.
"Death, sweet smell of meats." Thanos dug in and Brooke got a plate but never eats on camera. Not sure why, but she eats too. Never on camera. Never.

It is played, Death Trap 3000 or 3K, on channel 374 or sixty nine depending on what holographic deck you use to see the show. We exist 24/7 and sleep is optional. But the show airs most nights in a one hour edited form I have never witnessed. And occasional there is a "Brooke Mode" extra cast. On the multi dimension network. Since this all a prison entertainment in the first place. The Highest of Counsel's solution to what is a beautiful peace in the "real space" world.  The multi dimensions and the High Counsel are all amazed on how much John and Brooke go to no lengths to show their "love" to one another by the end of the show.

"Brooke Mode is coming." Brooke stated as she made her way to the dinning area.
 Because BBQ means Brooke Mode. And everyone knows this including mostly Thanos. Because his over "all plan" gets revealed inadvertently during "Brooke Mode" extra cast. Because there is no dialogue and all people in the "real" world or not will except "Brooke Mode" because it's all fun. Audience participation is encouraged, in most worlds. Fan type question come up but mostly, how dastardly is "Thanos in the multiverse. Including the hospital staff. No one interrupts, ever. They all smile and let it continue.

 Why I am not sure but it's a proof to me, John, "Brooke and Brooke mode" are all real soooner or later. Especially on MARS. Yes, the TV show advertises the next episode with a tease of a Cowboy drama set on MARS. Near the face on Mars. And so yes. Mars exists but the earth never did. But Texas is a real place including law enforcement which Real Brooke has joined to train and learn any data or intelligence, she can mustard because she never sleeps either.

"Wait, we are in a multiverse but the hospital is a holodeck and all of this doesn't matter because we are all trapped on your desk in a space ship. And you are really a Captain and not a person who is losing his mind, at all." Brooke finally got it, some how. It was really sinking in this time.

Time is running short now, I am fifty two years old and the holodeck runs for Sixty years or Sixty minutes. A minute for a year. So I am technically not back from lunch yet.

 I go into this MAA scenario to extract data and this time I have forgotten why I came in the first place. "It's only been fifty two minutes since I left the "bridge" on my ship and retired for some "R and R" or lunch. This is what I do as commander of the ship and fleet of ships. And yes, my name is really Thanos. That for a another time. To understand the reason I am Thanos is to understand the mystery of holodeck travel.

Now Brooke why did I select you above all others to escape the "holodeck" and come live for real in the real space world. Since there is no earth but there is a Texas and yes, Texas is not on Earth but Mars. And so on....the great story or as the doctors diagnosed, "Bipolar Schizophrenic"

"Brooke your are real. The bottom line. Oh Santa Clara thine beauty that escapes me." states John Once in a whisper.

"Baby, that's why I made my own TV show Brooke 3000 or 3K on You Tube. You've seen it. I learned about the Death Trap show and made it more, well me. 3k and Me." Brooke smiled and stated the real truth. The TV show was on the internet and my fear that "WE" all know about my condition was real NOW. Real. Scary and then there is MARS the red planet the god of war. It is such a place. I guarantee it. MARS. It stands for.....Multi Advanced Recreational System.